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here... [23 Nov 2005|04:38am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | If the world had a front porch ] So the holidays are coming up... I wish they wouldnt come. but thats me. I dont even get to see the ones i love. Like my mom my sister my brother. I get to see jessica at least one person i love. ill be with nick and his family for awhile and then i think im going to take off to jessica's. i know i shouldnt be complaining... but i dont get to see my OWN family. it would be nice to see them. not my dad but everyone else. well the good thing is i got in to flex... so ill be going there in january... jobs going good.... FUCK drive through at McDonalds.. Its fucking gay! Jessica this is to you... im sorry for being such an asshole lately i have so much on my mind right now i dont know what to think or even how to think im so lost... right now i feel as if i have no one. i know it seems like i take it out on u but i dont mean to and i keep telling you that jess u deserve better... I just hope that you can forgive me for my temper and my yelling my dad has got me so pissed at the world. just know that i love you and i always will! My dad still wont talk to me.. oh well. well going to go now! love you Jessica. Im sorry for everything. hope u like the shirt! Night 1time| lets have sex

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